Just in My dream :")

why all this should be happened to me?
fond someone that I could only see in my dreams ..
only can see him in my dreams, without being able to touch him
the thousand days had i passed, hard to love you, but i love this part!
please being part of my life ..
hear me, I'm not asked anything from you ..
just remember me before asleep
and rememberred me who, person that always think about you..
and pray the best for you every night..
and i do all this without hope you love me back :(

had a dream about the day,
the day where you would to be mine, ..
I looked at your eyes until saturated.
hold your hand until I felt peaceful and feel calm ..
hug you until I fell asleep
in my dreams,
YES! just in my dream: (
To watch you, to touch you ..
to treat your heart ever hurt because her love..

If i only can have you in my dreams, let I don't have to awake again :")

Feel stupid for this feeling

I love someone who probably did'nt know me ..
hurt feel it, but if you're feel it, everything in this world will be wonderful ..
I never blame whoever for the mistakes of this feel,
I realize that all of my fault, I started it, and I can't end it ..
every day there is no the time without to think about him ..
every night I just wish I can see him in my dreams ..
I continuously miss him until was hard to breathe ..


"Don't you know? I always wait for you here,
I do not know anything about you ..
when my heart fall for you for the first time ..
the problem is you never know how i feel..
and make this feel vain..
when you laugh OR cry,
you can't remember there's a girl, who always watching you..
who always look at every step that you pass..
and create an memories ..
every i look at your photo, i can look your sweet smile..
but now I can't see your sweet smile again,.
cause I see someone smile sweetly to you, and you love this !!!"

I can't help my stupid feel falling down..
but when I love you more than I know and finally I being alone..


I JUST Love you, Without hope you can Love me back :) :(

K A U ♥

kau cinta pertamaku, kau cinta terakhirku..
namun kau tak nyata bagiku, kau hanya mimpi dan tak untuk jadi nyata..
lewat tulisan ini aku akan mengungkapkan perasaanku kepadamu, aku harap kamu mengerti, entah lewat apa, tapi aku hanya ingin kamu tahu, aku selalu disini, dan selalu menunggumu, i still here and wait for you  ♥
maaf mr.A,, aku tak bisa mengajakmu berkenalan lebih dahulu, aku tak bisa menjamah hatimu..bahkan berbicara denganmu..
aku terlalu malu untuk itu semua :( mungkin suatu saat nanti kau akan datang untukku dan membuat semua mimpi-mimpiku menjadi nyata untukku :) tak usah ragu dengan takdir yang akan mempertemukan atau hanya  dapat membuat kita tak bisa bertemu lagi dilain waktu :|
tapi hatiku sudah kamu bawa pergi dari tempatnya, kamu sudah mencurinya..
saat ini, aku hanya bisa melihatmu dari kejauhan di gereja, atau mungkin bertemu dijalan, tanpa bisa menyapamu..

I Love u and I want to be in your arms, where u hold me tight and never let me go

aku ingat sekali ketika ada acara valentine digereja aku datang kesana bersama teman-temanku, kamu memakai kemeja merahhhh, ketika sedang mengantri bakso yang disediakan, aku sudah mendapat jatah duluan, tapi kamu belum, dan aku sedang menunggui temanku yang belum dapat jatah juga, ketika malam itu mati lampu sebentar dan aku tak sengaja menginjak kakimu..ahihihi >< dan aku bilang "maaf" dan untuk pertama kalinya aku mendengar suaramu, yang berkata "ia, nggak papa".. and I wish i can talk with you again more than time :) amin..




this LOVE ? i think no ! 
but i begin love you when first time we met ;p


Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain


If I see you next to never
How can we say forever


Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you


I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now


Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy


Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you


I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance


Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you


Richard Max - Be Right Here Waiting for YOU